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Seasons come and go
It's been a few weeks since I've posted. It's hard because I feel a little like a broken record. I have been really busy with work and...
Apr 14, 20235 min read
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Diagnosis Day... D-Day... 2 years later.
Well, I am officially done with my first half of my first semester back in school. I finished my two classes with A's and I am really...
Mar 19, 20237 min read
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Where do we go from here
Life has been busy and I'm still trying to find that balance between work, school, grief, self-care, therapy, spending time with Adam and...
Feb 7, 20236 min read
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New Year, new-ish me
Happy New Year! I really hope that 2023 is kinder to us then 2022 was. But so far I think this year will be a lot of changes for myself...
Jan 18, 20237 min read
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Upending your world
It's been over 3 months tomorrow that Grey left us. I am still struggling, if I'm being honest. Some days are ok, some days I feel like...
Dec 15, 20227 min read
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Happy 3rd Birthday My Baby Boy
3 years ago at 11:43am, Greyson made his entrance into this world. I will never forget how terrified yet calm I felt. I was so worried...
Nov 7, 20225 min read
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Grey's Celebration of Life
When we got our diagnosis we knew that we didn't want to have a typical funeral for Greyson. Funerals are such an old tradition. They are...
Oct 24, 20223 min read
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Little reminders everywhere
I think the worst part of losing someone is the ache you have without them here with you. Like this... Just his closet.. but there...
Oct 18, 20226 min read
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One. Entire. Month.
To my baby boy, It's been an entire month without you. I'm not sure how time has gone so quickly because it feels almost as fresh as it...
Oct 6, 20225 min read
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New *very unwanted* normal
It's been a really difficult transition for me without Greyson. Our days used to be so structured. We had specific times for his feeding,...
Oct 3, 20225 min read
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This story is not over
This is the blog I never ever wanted to write. I knew it would come eventually, but I never thought it would be this soon. We lost our...
Sep 10, 20227 min read
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Awareness Month - Day 1 and 2
The grief wave has been so hard to ride the past few days. I feel so happy one minute that we still have Grey, that we are able to still...
Sep 2, 20226 min read
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The lasts
Proceed with caution: Adult language ahead, sensitive discussion, possible trigger warnings. When you're a new parent, you get to...
Aug 13, 20228 min read
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Go Pack Go!
We have lived in Green Bay now for almost 4 years. We moved here in 2019, got pregnant early that year, had Greyson in November and...
Aug 9, 20224 min read
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Hospital Stay and Mama Mini-Vacation
It's been a hot minute since I've had a chance to sit down and write an update. After we got home from Denver- Greyson was not feeling...
Jul 31, 20229 min read
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When strangers become family
I've mentioned NTSAD on a few of my blogs. NTSAD was the organization that I found while I was googling what the heck to do the night...
Jul 14, 20228 min read
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I want to get off this wave.
**Warning** Inappropriate language ahead. Proceed with caution** The grief wave hit me today. It pulled me underwater and I'm struggling...
Jul 1, 20227 min read
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Happiest of Father's Days!
Happy Father's Day to all the Father's out there. We are celebrating our Dada today. We are also celebrating our Papa and Grandpa! We are...
Jun 19, 20221 min read
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Let me be your safe place to fall
It's been awhile since I posted a blog. It's a good thing I suppose- nothing crazy new has been going on! Greyson has been *knockonwood*...
Jun 18, 20225 min read
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Silly summer days
You know those days when you wake up and you just know it's going to be a good day? Like you just wake up in a wonderful mood and just...
May 31, 20225 min read
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