Adam, his sister Courtney and I were lucky enough to be able to attend the NTSAD Family Conference again this year in Reston VA. Last...

It's currently 5:12 a.m. on Tuesday morning. I've been awake.. and I mean WIDE awake since 3:00 a.m. and I cannot find sleep. I was...

It's been a few weeks since I've posted. It's hard because I feel a little like a broken record. I have been really busy with work and...

Well, I am officially done with my first half of my first semester back in school. I finished my two classes with A's and I am really...

Life has been busy and I'm still trying to find that balance between work, school, grief, self-care, therapy, spending time with Adam and...

Happy New Year! I really hope that 2023 is kinder to us then 2022 was. But so far I think this year will be a lot of changes for myself...

It's been over 3 months tomorrow that Grey left us. I am still struggling, if I'm being honest. Some days are ok, some days I feel like...

3 years ago at 11:43am, Greyson made his entrance into this world. I will never forget how terrified yet calm I felt. I was so worried...

When we got our diagnosis we knew that we didn't want to have a typical funeral for Greyson. Funerals are such an old tradition. They are...

I think the worst part of losing someone is the ache you have without them here with you. Like this... Just his closet.. but there...

To my baby boy, It's been an entire month without you. I'm not sure how time has gone so quickly because it feels almost as fresh as it...

It's been a really difficult transition for me without Greyson. Our days used to be so structured. We had specific times for his feeding,...

This is the blog I never ever wanted to write. I knew it would come eventually, but I never thought it would be this soon. We lost our...

The grief wave has been so hard to ride the past few days. I feel so happy one minute that we still have Grey, that we are able to still...

Proceed with caution: Adult language ahead, sensitive discussion, possible trigger warnings. When you're a new parent, you get to...

We have lived in Green Bay now for almost 4 years. We moved here in 2019, got pregnant early that year, had Greyson in November and...

It's been a hot minute since I've had a chance to sit down and write an update. After we got home from Denver- Greyson was not feeling...

I've mentioned NTSAD on a few of my blogs. NTSAD was the organization that I found while I was googling what the heck to do the night...

**Warning** Inappropriate language ahead. Proceed with caution** The grief wave hit me today. It pulled me underwater and I'm struggling...

Happy Father's Day to all the Father's out there. We are celebrating our Dada today. We are also celebrating our Papa and Grandpa! We are...